My Big Little: Thoughts of Life

I’m just freaking 18 years old and you can’t imagine what things and thoughts I’m been through. I don’t know why I have every mental problem(according to Google).

I got nothing to loose, but I got nothing to choose too.

I’m confused, I’m mentally stressed and I got a future that I’m not sure of.

The pain is unbearable and it’s not going anywhere. Everything near me is just effed up and f’ing me up.

I can do lot of things, I want to do lot of things and also be successful in it. Maybe someday I will, but I’m scared to the process.

Will I survive?, will I be successfull(enough)?, will I be a better person(mentally too)?, Will my life be a big one as I want?

I don’t know anything, that’s why humans are so curious(no), they(we) just want to know the f*king things we can’t know.(Wow)