My Everyday on First day
I'm sitting
as usual, all alone, once more
It’s an everyday thing now, what can I do to make myself happy(nothing)- fake happy at least. Watch funny shit on internet.{nothing else}
I’m sad as fuck for no reason, maybe just overthinking bout (unknown) people which is totally useless and I'm mad because of my meNtal pRobLemS. I’m lone alone with ‘‘my family’’, I don’t like to talk to them anymore cause you know they just start their regular lecture about me, my future, studies and stuff and stuff, which gives me even more anxiety but nowadays they just start their routine on me for no reason without me speaking a word, maybe they’re just putting someone’s anger on me and I understand that but can do nothing against them you know.
Just started writing for some reason(interest), with big fake dreams which will never be completed and also a fake smile to show to nobody.
By the way, after some days I’m outta this place cause I'm going for studies and dad I know I will not pick your calls for these same fucking mental shit. Anyways he’s not reading this. But not be able to talk to mom will be painful (because of father).
AND I’m that antisocial guy who is an introvert+ mentally fucked up and nobody supporting him, people(family) just pushing me downward even more AND YOUR BOY NEVER GONNA GIVE UP, ‘‘BELIEVE ME’’.
This was my first ever article(bullshit) ever published actually, I've ever written, typed.
