The touch(out) with reality

Not-thatSimple
2 min readFeb 8, 2022

Psychotic, Psychedelic

"Psychotic depression is a relatively rare condition that occurs when someone displays both severe depression and a break with reality. The loss of contact with reality may take the form of delusions, hallucinations, or thought disorders".

Approx. 25% of people who have depression also have psychosis or psychotic depression. "Major depression with psychosis" is another term used to describe the condition of psychotic depression.

(All this from some website)

Please read, please all of it, Once.(only once)

And hell yeah, I got this mental illnesses too(still a guess) annnnnd alllll of those bad experiences.

If you got any mental problem then just take a long breath and some meditation also helps and guess what, it’s free.(it doesn’t cure){temporary solution}

Nothing works too much(completely) on mental problems, illnesses and disorders. Atleast I haven’t seen anybody.

Now listen, listen now I have to live with this(for forever) and that’s fine(not really).but Surviving is what I want to do but I really can’t. It’s really really hard.

Nobody knows when gone sucsyd me, maybe never(God). Nobody knows when’s my cydie. I just don’t want to but brain forces. My happiest days are when I feel nothing, atleast better than feeling bad n worse.

Okay, I am handling stuff somehow for now siht gettin out of control everyday, (whisper) and I haven’t told anybody yet so please keep it secret.🤗😚

Confused-thoughts-fake-beliefs-behaviour-racing-thoughts-slowing-life-thinking-suidice-difficult-everything.

Angry-anxious-excited-self-detached-emotionless-lonely-nervous-scared-voices-visuals-depression-maniac-paranoid-delusious-speech-loss-sleepless-nightmares.

At the end of the day from start F*d up somehow surviving.😃☺️😅🥺.Bye Thanks.

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