Thoughts dark

So hey, I’m still alive.

I mean, yeah. Trying to be one, atleast feel.

Everyday I think bout killing myself and what not but I bever take action, I guess that’s my superpower, to not take action. (Wait what?) I am a fukcing loser.

Yeah, from some months of my life I’m thinking about being a loser for life(I mean future life) and that’s true in my past I actually have done nothing, nothing…………, nothing to remember (somethin?)(nope nothin).

And now I’m traumatized from no past I mean by not having a friking unremeberable past.

*whisper*I don’t think so I can do anything in future either.*/whisper*

Gonna take some coding class, I mean have to take cause of my engineering(no interest).

Now this my dark mind full of something called thoughts racing high on something nothing for some no reason out of my control and I want to get rid of it but, just then……

A thought hit: you are nothing without these thoughts but, but, but I’m still nothing with these thoughts

Now, Idk(I don’t know) what……………!?

Emm I guess be alive.